SO LONGGGG

Hello this blog is so dead. Feel like closing this blog LOL. No time to update >:( heres some pictures to keep u updated ㅋ
I cant arrange nor caption the pics so yeah juz gonna list the events accordingly to the pics!

CNY/Jjong created twitter/Bro got an iphone4s/CNY/Nabila's bday/Me on a sch day/Vday

Today's SUPERSHOW4!! ^~^ Still waiting for 샤이니 to comeback. :( miss them so much le sighs. But they are on activities now! Minho Key & Taemin are on Salamander Guru. Taemin's on Immortal Song 2 and won once so far. Onew is sick :( ~ As usual Jjong has the least activities but he still aint updating often!! what an ass. >:( alright bye.

crossed fingers

"When life sucks, when parents are unsupportive and disdainful, when people look down on you and judge you, when best friends confuse you and aren't there when you need them the most, i cross my fingers and hope for it all to be over soon." 
- BeyondJackie

Fucked up life

Yes its another rant on my pathetic life. You probably think im retarded to always complain on these things but i cant keep these thoughts to myself any longer. If you came here expecting a totally positive and colourful i-am-a-happy-bitch post thn too bad its just gonna be a fucking wordy post filled with Joey's endless rants and bullshit.

My life is such a freakin mess and no im not the happiest girl on earth with Everything. You probably would think, 'yeah right, you can get whatever you want. You so rich.' i cant help but get pissed when ppl say that. Hey guess what. I dont have everything. So what if i have all the money to get things i want? They are just a bunch of stuff that could satisfy me momentarily and after a while before i know, im back to square one. They cant keep me happy. They cant give me what i really want. Getting them doesnt mean Everything. Money doesnt give me Everything. I know i cant be greedy and expect to have both. But If i have a choice, i would rather be poor and have all the things i cant have now.Things that cant be bought with money. Things they cant give me. So whats the point of having money? They wouldnt keep me happy forever. I dont know why im saying all this. All i know is no one really understand or give a shit about me anw.

Dear mom and dad, why dont you understand me? Why do you always deal me with money? Why cant you give me what i really want? Its so simple and no its free. You dont even have to use your money for it. Whats so difficult? Why are you so fucked up? Why?

Im tired,

of everything.

NgeeAnn Poly

On my way to NgeeAnn Poly. Going for their openhouse! Hahaha. Crapping with Nabila, June and Peksi on the bus now. Its freakin far omgzz. Should i sleep? I wanna listen to songs but my phones gonna die soon ugh. Oh yeah, guesd whut. I removed my screen protector and now my phone is FUCKIN HD!!!!! i feel so dumb omg like whut they say -__- i srsly thought they upgrade the graphic or something lol k thx bye

School

Hey morning~ im in school now. Just waiting for school to start. Yawnz. Why does sch starts so early?? Anw im ending sch early today! But its 1:35pm instead of the usual 12:30pm -____- the life of an graduate. Ah,heard theres chem homework! But its not written on the paper.... Sighs. Alright bye school's bout to start!! Good day~ •~•

2012

Hey just a quick one from my iphone app to keep you guys updated. So its 2012! Happy new year guys. ^-^ How is your year going? Great? I guess im doing fine for now. 2012 is gonna be an exciting year for me. I'll explain later ;) Its the first week of school, and im enjoying it!(minus the gettin out of bed part) My class is finally airconditioned. Cheers! Haha. Well thats what graduating classes get. Gotta admit it helped alot for making me look forward more for school. And yes itz freeeeezin coldz. Some teachers left and some teachers stayed. Some classmates left and some stayed. Although i'll miss some of them but i guess its for the best? :)

Okay now lets get down on why its gonna be an exciting year for me. Firstly...im turning 16!!! FYEAH. Say hi to NC16 movies ;) Also, im gonna graduate!!! Yesyes i cant wait at all. Im so eager to grow up lolz.
Secondly....its the prom year! I swear i thought about prom every year, haha. I would always imagine my outfit and etc. Heh. Now its happening!!! Can i get anymore excited than this?! x)
Thirdly.... Yes you know what it is~... K maybe not. But anw its SHINee's comeback!!!! ASWFGDFLKHGFFHK. Hell im sooooo looking forward. I miss them so fuckin bad alright. Now theyre finally back! YES NOW. They update me2days frequently, UFO, and appear on many programmes, just like before. They appeared on Gayo Daejun 2011's countdown and they looked fucking hot than ever! They performed Lucifer rock version and guess what. They apparently turned into a rock band. Minho was on the drums and Taemin was rocking the elec guitarasdfghjkl. I was having shineegasm pls. I have a feeling that will be part if their comeback this year. With them doing rock music hahhahaha. ALSO.... there was a teaser after thier performance for the comeback!! Heh. Btw, thier comeback album will be named Superhero. Gosh whats with all the super hero thingy (suju's superman) LOL And, i WILL attend thier next concert this time round (after i graduate). I MUST. Or else i'll live in regrets and kill myself. Time to save some money!! And what's more, They are now my motivations for the year!!
Lastly, i will be having my major exams this year!! Talking about feeling excited.... Lol. Alright maybe not exactly excited BUT more of feeling determined to put lots of hardwork for it and getting the results i want and prove them wrong. And not forgettin the korea trip i well deserved. :) Like i said i cant wait to grow up. I wanna work during the holidays after i've graduated too so i could earn my own bucks. I've never had that feeling of achievement before... Unlike my friends. It must have felt really awesome to be able to get yourself things that you ALWAYS wanted. I want to depend on my own ability and hard work to get something i want. Its more like a satisfaction to me LOL.
Btw my class had a party just now. It was quite a pleasant surprise as i never saw it coming and im thankful to the teachers having the heart to plan this for us (besides me being able to save my lunch money). I feel even more motivated to work harder now. We also invited Darryl, Syafirah and Eugene(ex classmates) because they used to be part of us. And also thanks for the awesome food. ^-^
Alright thats all i have to say for now. I'll be back during the mist of my bz weekends. Kekeke. I bless you with a nice year ahead! ^-^

P/s I love my boys so much :3 arent they the cutest thing? Kekeke

Pictures

Excuse my kiddy pose x) I was wearing a coral coloured sweatshirt with a printed heart from forever21 and black denim shorts from cotton on. Also wore the knitted leggings which i got from topshop. It has hearts on it hahaha. In the picture i was wearing Belsunz's studded boots from Aldo. Initially i was wearing my red high cut converse. Santa Clause hat! Oh ya and my Charles & Keith leather bucket bag. :3 Hahaha Belsunz's reindeer ears are so cute.

rainbowz and unicornz

the old me 

Damn i looked so innocent smiling like that... Fine, Im still innocent. No? Yes. Okay that isnt the point of this post. Firstly, hi. I haven't been doing proper posts... i feel like i've been repeating myself in the past few posts. -sighs- The mind of a Joey. Anyway, let me update you on how my Christmas was spent. ;) 

In the afternoon, i went to a party. I had my lunch there and blahz it was boring so i left after an hour or so. Then i headed to mrt station and waited for Belsunz. She didn't reply my msgs nor picked up my calls so i thought what would've happened to her... She's not the type to actually (excuse my singlish here) 'pangseh' people. So i was kinda worried cos i waited for more than 40 mins! I was extremely bored while waiting for her so i decided to annoy Francis. Kekeke *evil grins* I spammed him smses LOL. Finally Belsunz replied and it turned out she had to go back to her house and then head out again so yeah. She cabbed down to Tampines and we trained to Orchard. After sometime, Belsunz's feet started to hurt cos she was wearing this 5 inch heels. So we exchanged our shoes. And yup, im now tall LOL. We got each other Christmas presents at Forever21. ^-^ I bought her a really cute purple&teal coloured knitted beanie which has two 'fur balls' hanging (omg i know it sounds wrong but it is what it is) at the sides. That's so christmas hahaha. She got me that too but mine was in creamy beige colour :3 I also got her a knee length socks which is similar in colour with her beanie since her beanie was cheeper. LOL. Yup so that was our gifts xchange!~ *Happy kid* Oh and while tryin them on Emman and Junhao appeared in the shop and Emman took my santa clause hat  which i was wearing :( Hahaha jk its okay, since i have two. He wore it in a really epic way in which the hat stands up really straight LOOOL. They left us to continue shopping and we paid for our stuffz. Met them after that and now the whole gang was there already. Okay.. i thought it was only Emman and Junhao. We walked to somewhere which seemed really far ughhhh,. Emman was still wearing the hat in a retarded way & it was really crowded but we can easily spot him x) LOL.We wanted to catch a movie but the retarded guys don't wanna watch Alvin & The Chipmunks -___-  So we left and WALKED to somerset313 to have our dinner at LongJohnSilver. Chatted and blahz, ate and continued walking on the streetz. Me and Bel kept exchanging shoes cos her feet was hurting like hell. It didnt hurt on me so i wore it HAHAHA. The guys wanted to find cute headwear that they saw other people wearing on the streetz. Like the one with colourful lights i think. So we went to look for it but finally gave up lol. They started playing Weixiang's Ukulele randomly while we waited for our bus. I swear these guys are weird. They use kiddy methods to make decisions. Like the ones we used to play when we were younger. Black or white, or the 'oh ya peh ya som' thingy. UGH im embarrased they behave like kidz. And they dance randomly too. Okayz i shall stop complaining because they are in fact weirdos. LOL. Took bus 65 back to Tampines and the bus ride was crazy as well. We were bored so we played weird games, sang, played ukulele and camwhored. Recieved stares but ah wellz. We headed our seperate ways after that. In the end i gave the santa hat to Weixiang as a 'christmas present' cos he was wearing it LOL. Later i took a bus home and thats all about it. Hahaha. 

I cleaned my shelves and tables the next day. God they were so dusty. My sis and i wore masks cos we are allergic to dusts. LOL. Yeah spent the whole day doing that and omg it was hella tiring. The next day i went to Belsunz's place and did random stuffs. Hahaha. Checked out her new room and im jealous cos i want my own room too. HEY SIS, PLEASE MOVE OUT QUICKLY!!~~ T____T I can't wait to have my own room and decorate it the way i want it. Hahaha i can't even put up posters cos she doesnt like it. I went to Whitesands with her just now and ate our lunch there, shopped and bullshitted. I got myself a black highwaist denim shorts cos i dont have a plain one!! So, finally. ^-^ Im gonna stud it as wellz. Bought home subway for my bro after we had our dinner and i went home alone while she went for a haircut.  Hmmz, Belsunz is sending me the pictures now. Shall upload them tmr! HAHAHA. Alrightz, good night! ;)

ripped

So i was bored.
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